Alcoholism—a spiritual malady.
A malady is an illness, sickness, or disordered condition.
In our literature, it says that drinking is a twofold dilemma. “The allergy of the body coupled with the obsession of the mind.” If I take care of one, I still have the other. "Half measures availed us nothing”
Half measures, Half sober. If I am just not drinking and not doing any work beyond that to ensure that my sobriety stays intact, I am just not drinking.
I suffer from a spiritual disease also. I think it is threefold. “For we have been not only mentally and physically ill, we have been spiritually sick. When the spiritual malady is overcome we straighten out mentally and physically.” (Big Book of AA)
This dis-ease I have is within my spirit. I have often called my drinking separation from God. I was out of order with my Higher Power. Once I stopped drinking, I had to daily reconnect with God to reactivate the light of the spirit within me—and, work on my steps for my mind.
What I have is a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of my spiritual condition.
Day by day.
Someone described that success of any kind is a matter of momentum—you don’t drink for today and find that you can. Then you do it again the next day. The incremental becomes monumental. So then about the momentum. Sometimes it gets me ahead of myself—future tripping. Or gets me stuck, remembering my failures from the past—you can’t do this, you never have before!
That’s where one day at a time becomes crucial. If I am not in today, the rest is just a projection or a memory (future or the past) which does not serve me at all. I will miss today if I do that.
Don’t miss today. You won’t get it back.
I know you can do this.
If I did it, so can you.
"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes.”
Matthew 6:34 (The Message)
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