I am not big on being surprised. Ever. I am pretty big on being prepared. Controlled. I got this—Wow.
Me. All about me.
When I think about that, it doesn’t leave much room for anything other than what I expect or what I had planned—pretty limiting. Sounds like setting myself up for disappointment, eh? Yes. This feels like arrogance.
It is.
Admitting we don’t know the answer and being open to faith in God’s realm of possibilities—which are limitless—opens our minds to the impossible. Our minds are limited to our experiences of what we have already seen and done in this world. Faith allows for more.
Humility surprises us with the possibilities of God’s redeeming love.
I needed to let go of my arrogance, becoming humble and allowing for God to come in and redeem and bless me BEYOND what I was expecting. Surprising me with the better than expected result. This is not my natural way of thinking. I had to retrain my brain to think upside down. It’s not giving up my thinking, but submitting to another way of thinking—another viewpoint.
Out of this process, I am “Surprised by Joy” as C.S. Lewis says in his book with the same title. He describes it this way, “Joy is like a “signpost” to those lost in the woods, pointing the way, and that its appearance is not as important when we have found the road and are passing signposts every few miles.”
This was so true for me when I got sober. I found that all the joy had not been taken away from me along with the alcohol. I thought I would never be funny again. Have fun or be joyful without alcohol. Not true.
I found the road—without resistance. The road out of the woods and the little stabs of joy along the way were signposts helping me to know that I could be on this path without alcohol. I could have fun and be joyful again. The path, or the journey WAS the way. Each day stronger. Sober one more day. One more signpost.
More joy.
Surprised.
I like it.
Who knew?
“Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.”
James 1:2-4
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